I refuse to believe the truth

NO!!! WHY!!! And a little more of NO!!! are pretty much how my days turn out . . . and . . . well . . . that's how my days start out to.

   Oh ya . . .

  I'm talking about Harry Potter.

One second I was all excited about Harry and Ginny getting together in the sixth and then I was two chapters away from the end of the seventh!  So all that's left to do is to scream NO!!! WHY!!! And a little more of NO!!! So now (sniff) it is all done.

All.

Seriously, I'm really scared.  I feel sad.  I read Harry Potter.  I'm bored.  I read Harry Potter.  Now I have nothing to do.  It's like I was born into a new, different, dull, world.  Harry made everything all right, I could escape my troubles and fears and go into a world of magic and love and . . . . well . . . . Harry's world.  Imagine this, I'm a pancake and I just got flipped onto the other side of life.  It's like I had my life planed, right in front of me, all in my hands, and then when Harry went it went too.

        The night I finished it I cried so hard! And when I mentioned him in my personal prayers I cried again, and I almost cried today when Aliese told me to go read(she just forgot)  At some point every day I come out of the room with a very sad and depressed face and mom or Aliese say "Whats wrong, oh-" I don't even move and they give me a oh Harry Potter look.  

                                                    wish me luck for the rest of my life

I am SO happy!!!!

I am SO happy!!!!!

just a peak at my imagination . . . .

What I think about is kind of funny so enjoy. . . .


1.  For a while I have been thinking how I'm going to decorate my baby's room.  It's fun.  I have only been thinking of girl bedrooms of course cause I now I'm going to have a girl.  It was just a few months ago that there is the tiniest chance that I'll have a boy!  So I tried to think of boy bedrooms, but I could not thing of anything!  So I'll stick to the girl bedroom.
     I imagine the walls painted dark red, and have a big mirror on the wall.  I want her name on the wall some where,  then her crib will be that dark cherry wood with white lacy pillows and blanket (of course those are just for decorations)

2.  I always thought that our family could be a comity show.  Especially at dad's house cause there are nine of us including dad and Dian.  Not to mention Nathan and Caleb are always really funny.  When we were at dad's we went to the BYU creamery, there is only one table that we can all fit in so every time we go there we get that table.  Anyway we were just talking and laughing and this old lady comes up to us ans says" I have been staring at you for so long and I just want you to know that it is wonderful to have a big family like this." and than she left, we did not know who she was!
          The boys are always quoting movies which is always funny.  The last time we went to dad's, the night we got there Nathan was quoting like crazy, one night him and Dian were quoting Dr. Suess, they quoted like every single word!

3.And of course I think about my play, it's in less than two weeks!  I got my lines down but I'm just worried about the other people in the play.  There is this one part where we are all really mad at one person and we are suppose to yell at her and all pounce on her at once, there isn't  supposed to be  a little brake were all supposed to yell at her, well the last time we did the play we all just stared  at each other fora long time we were all thinking. . . .
  who's going to yell first
  what do I do know
would someone hurry up and yell at her
  I of course am just thinking the last one.  I'm not supposed to yell at her and I am very glad I don't have to.

  


   Well of course I think about way more stuff but those are the main things.  Love you!

I feel creative

So the other day I was board so I got on Microsoft Works and did this little thing.
                                         
                                                      Smile like you Mean it
                                                       Love like you Need to
                                                     Laugh cause you Want to
                                                         Live cause you Love
                                                                      to

It looks better when it was on Microsoft Works cause it was pretty colors and really cool fonts.  It gives me goose bumps every time I read it.  And I did make it up by myself.  I'll have to post some pics of it, it looks really pretty.  I love it.  I got the idea from Danielle's new poster Smile like you mean it.  Thanks Danielle! 

So Steve . . .

  When mom and Steve were dating and me Gracie, and Aliese were starting to really like him we were having dinner with him and I say "So Steve . . . . what's your favorite color?" and than he said "Er. . . Blue," (big surprise) than maybe a few weeks later we went out to eat and I asked totally forgetting that I had already asked that "So Steve . . . . what's your favorite color?"  and he answered "blue" and apparently later on I said it one more time and he thought it was a joke so now I say it once in a while to be funny and sometimes he says a different color like pink.  So one time after all that I wasn't going to ask him what his favorite color was but I said . . .

me: So Steve-

Steve: BLUE

 me: What are you . . . oh!Ha ha ha!  I wasn't going to say that.

Steve: Oh ha ha!

So anyway I just thought you would want to know. It's kinda funny. 

"Oh me me!PICK ME!!!!"

No it is not me that says it, not mom not Steve not Aliese.  Oh yes. Gracie. She says it all the time, do you know when she says it, when we are going to say a prayer.  She does not like prayer's at all! she just wants to eat the food or go to bed.  So when ever she says the prayer she says it really fast! She says the same thing every time! It really bugs me.  I know your going to say "she's little at least she says prayer's a lot" but when she groans every time someone else is picked and yells "ME!" every time your going to say a prayer it is really annoying!  Here are her prayer's

 Heavenly Father
Please bless that we can have a good day tomorrow
Please bless that me Anna and Aliese can get married in the temple
Bless the food
In the name of Jesus Christ Amen

And that is the end, she says it really fast and sometimes blesses Daniel and Clay. 

Well to kind of change the subject after we get home from church or any time Gracie get's the piano bench and teaches primary. Really she does, she leads the music and calls people up to say the prayer or talk or scripture it's funny.  She calls up Annie a lot (imaginary person)Well that's Gracie very imaginative.  Well that's about it love you!